Questival 2017

IDK what my sister is doing... Heres to 6pts hahaha

Grocery List

Alright everyone. Suit up because this thing is happening on Monday.

Today I will be going shopping for the food I will need for Monday and Tuesday. I will go again Tuesday to finish out the week.

So here is the grocery list:

- grapefruit
- lean turkey meat (for a sandwich)
- tomatos
- Dijon Mustard
- Cilantro
- green salad
- low-fat caesar dressing
- apples
- lean flank steak (6oz)
- broccoli
- unsweetened cocoa powder
- garlic
- almonds
- green bell pepper
- balsamic vinegar
- fruit spread
- 3 cans of beans (kidney, black, pinto...)
- low-fat chicken or vegetable broth
- raspberries
- lox or salmon
- wasa crackers
- lean roast beef (for sandwiches)
- horseradish
- alfalfa sprouts
- avocado
- whole grain tortillas
- grapes
- low-fat mozzerella cheese sticks
- oranges
- lentil soup
- melon
- oats
- frozen peaches
- Almond Breeze Vanilla Milk
- Truvia
- onion
- Biggest Loser Chocolate Protein Powder
- quinoa
- cherry tomatos
- cucumber
- lemon juice
- scallions

Alright off to shopping I go. Good luck!

Getting Ready

Well, with wedding planning always on my mind and basically the only thing I do these days,  went to the doctors to get some things fixed and in place... but never fear! I am all okay and healthy from what they can tell so let the plans continue onwards and forwards.

For the healthier me??! Well I was not all that healthy as far as foods go! But hey... dont judge me! I do not have to start until monday. So I have a few days to get in all the goodness i want right?! that wont put me too far back i dont think.

While i did wait for my appointments though I read through the book and just got more inspired to be the best me possible. i am a fairly active person and i do enjoy all things fun. but how much better would it be to do it in a hot body! join up and get ready cause this is going down! it will begin on monday.

My New Diet

So. As you may or may not know or could guess already. I will be getting married here in 81 days. And well... let's just say I have said like a bajillion times its time to lose a few pounds. And well its not like I need to for health reasons, but it's more for selfesteem and fitting into those pants real good! And anyways, I also seem to skip it because I have convinced myself that I am still the same weight I was in highschool. Nope. FALSE! I have gained like 20 more pounds. Just so slowly I never quite realized. And I just remain in denial.

Sooooo... ready for the solution? AND the reason you should follow me in it? I am going to be the biggest loser. Literally. I am going to do "The Biggest Loser: 6 Weeks to a Healthier You"

Now, I do not know how well this will work because as Kyle (the fiance) likes to say, I am a "picky" eater so some of the things they tell me to eat just doesn't seem to jive just right with me. BUT! for my wedding and a better me, I will do it. There. I said it. I am now committed. To you, the rest of the internet world, myself, and my family. Its a done deal. I will be the healthier version of myself in 6 weeks. You watch. We will see.

Step one. Tomorrow I will do the weigh-in and measure meants. If you are going to follow. I think that you should too. And then we can judge this together.

Depending on how well this goes (aka how closely I can follow it which will be beginning on monday) I will then do the Jillian Michaels "Making the Cut" 30 day program for the best me by my wedding!

So follow up and check daily for reciepes, grocery lists, my thoughts, feelings, successes and hopefully no failures.

It would be great if you could make him have a spotless room.

Engaged

Friday my lovely boyfriend got down on one knee with a precious little white box. I was beyond surprise in such a good way and of course I said yes. I had known for a while that I would have no problem spending the rest of eternity with him and so the second he asked I jumped for joy and shouted yes. Then I quickly went to kissing him and put the prettiest little diamonds (9 of them!) of my little ring finger. I had never had something so beautiful to show off. I just love it and him of course! Unfortunately we won't marry until July 30th but all the more time to make that day perfect! I want everything to be in order and just right. I cannot wait until the time comes. There is a lot to do until then!

Up At School and Up To Date

Well yes, I have not written on my blog since the 7th week break but hey what can I say, I have been quite busy with my last semester of school. It has been a rough semester for obvious reason, but I make due with what it going on and I try to stay bright and positive about the amazing things that may have to come. This blog will be the first place that I admit this online, but I am in love! I have been for a while now, but I do love Kyle Walker Johnson. It just kinda crept up on me, but I can't help that he is an amazing person and just makes me more happy than can be, and takes such good care of me.

For the past little bit I find myself so moody and upset but I think that is what is to be expected. I have no where and no place to take out my anger. I am so angry and upset about what has happened, but I guess that was the plan and there is only so much that I can expect and understand for now. I miss my dad. I miss knowing that he will no longer be at home. I miss his lectures and I miss his constant care and concern. I miss talking to him on the phone and I miss making fun of him. I miss the motorcycle rides and I miss going to navuoo and shooting guns with him. I miss his smile, I miss his face. I miss hard working abilities. I miss his questions. I hate how he won't be at my graduation and I hate how I will have no dad for my wedding. I hate how he won't be a grandparent and I hate how my mom is alone. I hate how my sister is growing up without a father and I hate that I am 21 and father-less. I hate how he was getting better and I hate cancer. I hate how the last time I talked to him was in my room when he dropped me off for school. I hate how I never got to say goodbye. I hate the fact that he is gone. I hate how my brother is the only boy in the family now and I hate how he won't guide me in life anymore. I hate how he is no longer my sounding board and I hate how he never bought my car with me. I hate how I miss him and I hate that I can't see him. I miss my dad.